tere bina bhi chal raha tha

Jhoolte the tum kabhi jin kandho pe
aaj unhi pe tumhe chod aaya

kehte to the tum humesha ki humse door jaaoge
par pata nahi tha ki aise farz nibhaoge

tumhe to humesha se sirf maine hi chaah tha
par aaj tumhara bhoj chaar kandho se baanta tha

maanta hu fir bhi khud ko khushbaseeb
ki aakhri waqt me bhi tumhare saath nazar aaya tha

kaise lakdiyo se tumhe dhaka tha
ye sirf mujhe hi nazar aaya tha

kuch hak na dete hue bhi itna bada hak tum mujhe de gaye
ye kaisi adaa se tum apni mohobbat mere naam kar gaye

jab lagaayi aag tumhari deh ko
to socha usi me jal jau..
par pehle hi itna jal chuka tha to socha
aur kaise jal pau..

dekh nahi paaya jab tumhe jaata hua
to adhoora tumhe chod aaya

main tumhe raakh banta dekh
apni raahein mod aaya

wahan tum dheere dheere raakh ban rhe the
ya main bin jale jal raha tha

reh gayi hogi shayad kuch kami meri hi chaahto ki inaayto me
tabhi to main tere bina bhi chal raha tha..

khuda bhi iska gawaah ho gya

mere pyaar kahan hai tu
kyu tu mujhse itna door ho gaya

kya thi teri khwaahishe mujhse
jo to itna majboor ho gaya

chaaha tha tujhe to maine bepanah
kya tujhe chaahna hi meri khata ho gaya

mere majboor dil ki haalat samajh
kyu bin kuch kahe yu khafa ho gaya

tujhse karni chaahi kayi baate dil ki
par tu humesha se hi mujhse alag ho gaya'

ab to bas teri khushiyo ki duyaaein karte hai
kyuki tere mera ye faasla jo ho gaya

ab main kya keh sakta hu
bas ye jaanle ki humesha tere liye kuch to rahunga

ek acha saathi nahi ban paaya to kya
door se hi pyaar nibhaunga

hai is rishte me dum bohot
tabhi to khuda bhi iska gawah ho gaya..

jodna chaahte hai wo silsila aaj bhi jinhe nibhaye arse ho gye...

duniya ki is daud me hum bhi shaamil ho gaye
ab unko chode hue kayi arse ho gye

bhaagta rehta hu na jaane kya paane ko
manzile dekhe hue bhi arse ho gye

bas khalish si hai kuch dil me jo rukne nahi deti
warna mare hue to hume bhi arse ho gye

ek deep jalaaye chal rha hu is andher nagri me
warna ujaala dekhe to arse ho gye

chaahte aaj bhi hai us shaks ki is dil me basi hui
yu to usey door hue arse ho gye

maana saath nibhaane ko hai laakhon yaha
par aaj bhi yaad hai hume wo waade jinhe kiye hue arse ho gye

roz raat yu to beh la lete hai hum kisi ki aahosh me
par bikhre hue to arse ho gye

koshishe jaari hai humari us maala ko pirohne ki
jisey toote hue arse ho gye

miley kisi ko kabhi wo shaks to batana unhe,
jodna chaahte hai hum aaj bhi wo silsila,
jisey nibhaate hue arse ho gye..

ab to bas yehi sochke jeete hai hum..

pyaar ki talaash thi mujhe
par har jagah bas jism ki bhook mili

chaaha tha kisi ko sookhe patte ki taraah
par badle me bas tadap ki aag mili

jal jalke hosh gawah baitha main
par badle me bas gaali dhutkaar mili

karna chaaha khatam apne aap ko
usme bhi na arzi unki poori mili

socha tha zindgi bhar unke pyaar ke sahaare jee lenge
par zindgi me bas tanhai mili

jab is toote dil ko dafnaane ja rha tha main
us gali me bhi unki parchaayi mili

aabad karne ki koshishe karta raha umar bhar
par ishq me bas barbaadi mili

chaaha chaahke fanna ho gye hum
par kya fark padta hai badle me to bas maar hi mili

chod di jeevan pe aisi parchaayi unhone
ki is dil ko fir koi aur na mili

ab to bas yehi sochke jee liya karte hai hum
ki ranjhaa ko bhi heer kahan mili..

teri har adaa yaad aati hai..

In phoool ki kaliyo ko jab khilta dekhta hu
to tere komal hatho ki yaad aati hai,
In khilkhilate panchio ko jab udta  dekhta hu 
to teri pyaari hasi yaad aati hai,
Dekhta hu jab is dharti pe saje har ek noor ko
Muje sabse khubsoorat shaks ki yaad aati hai
aur tab sirf teri har adaa aankho ke saamne chaa jaati hai

tere bin..

kaha chale gye wo din
jab katte na the pal tere bin

kaha chale gye wo din
jab lamhe na hote the koi bhi tere bin

kahan chale gye na jaane wo din
jab hasi koi na hoti thi tere bin

kahan chale gye aaj wo din
jab chalna na hota tha tere bin

aaj kaise jee rha hu tere bin
ye main hi jaanta hu

kaise lamhe guzaarta hu din din
ye khud ko bhi nahi samjha paata hu

bohot kami hoti hai zindgi me tere bin
par mehsoos karne ki chaah me ro jaata hu
isliye mehsoos bhi inhe nahi karna chahta hu

jab kabhi degi zindgi mauka tujhse milne ka
tab tak shayad aadat ho jayegi jeene ki tere bin

aaj bhi apna maanta hu..

Kabhi kabhi to dil ko samjha leta hu
Kabhi kabhi is dil ko yu hi behla leta hu
Nahi samajh paata koi isey fir bhi aise hi isko tehla leta hu
Barso se chahte samet rakhi hai isme
Socha tha mere apne inhe samjhenge
Aaj nahi samajh paaye fir bhi isko main samjha leta hu
Maanta tha ye dil apna tumhe par ye hi jaanta hai kaise in rishto ko sambhaalta hu

Waqt mile kabhi to parakh kar dekhna isey
Kitni yaadein main is dil me tumhari sajaake rakhta hu
Par kya karu hota hai dukh bohot ki tum log isko thukraate ho
Socha tha pyaar se khilega ye dil
Par dil hi jaanta hai kaise roz shaam main tanhayi bhari mehfil sajaata hu

Roz raat pran leta hu ki dil nahi lagaunga apno se ab
par har subah isko bhul jaata hu
fir yaad karta hu sabko
aur apna pran fir ek baar tod deta hu
sochta hu ab to bas yehi
ki kis liye main tumko aaj bhi apna maanta hu..!!